I sent an email. After I sent the email, I thought, “Oh why did I send that”. Then there was no response to the email I should have never sent. Then came the response email a few days later. I am now too afraid to open it and read it. It’s been a couple days. I just look at this email. Should I open it. Hmm…Yes or No. The fear of what it may say then hits me in the gut to the point I can’t open it. I know how stupid that sounds but I have email fear. I keep telling myself to be brave and strong but I am afraid the email will make me cry and I just don’t want to cry right now, so I settle for the email fear instead.